Which decision is right?

Hello,

First, I'll describe my situation. I live alone in a city (in my own apartment). I have friends and acquaintances, but my family lives in separate places. I've been thinking about moving away for several months, but I can't find a solution. The only thing I like is my clean apartment. Because I associate many bad experiences and memories with this city, I haven't gone anywhere for months. I feel the urge for a major change. I don't like the people here, or any… I also feel very lonely. I would like to move in with my family and make a fresh start there.