What was that?

Dream | Sleep paralysis | Supernatural | Demons

Hey, I just woke up and I think something really bad happened to me while I was sleeping😖. This is a long post, and the topics are listed above. Maybe someone here has experienced something similar…

I was still in my dream. In the dream, I was at home, although the room was a bit larger and had a different perspective. There was a long balcony behind me with a terrace that connected the apartments. Anyway, outside my door, there were voices in the hallway, and they were talking about the cleaning schedule. I thought the old man (neighbor) had mentioned it to the new neighbor. Then I heard the other neighbor and a new male voice. I couldn't identify the new voice; it was disgusting, intrusive, hyper, and if I didn't know better, it sounded like a high-pitched goat in male form. The neighbor said he takes turns with me and we always clean at the end of the month. I was lying in my bed when they were talking outside. They didn't know I was home… suddenly someone or "something" came rushing through my door. I was lying in the same position I had just woken up in. My legs were together, crossed, and I was lying on my side, snuggled up in my blanket. The "thing," because it was coming at me so fast, held me down and incapacitated me. I couldn't move, and it had complete control over me just by touching me. I was lying there, and it was leaning over me. It was very close to me, and I swear it was as if it had stuck its tongue through my ear. I couldn't move… 3-5 seconds later, I woke up and it was like a shock. I had a very strange feeling on me, but I wasn't panicking. I'm probably too old to freak out over something like that.

I know that with sleep paralysis, you're not actually dreaming anymore and are in a kind of waking state, which is why I say something like sleep paralysis. And I haven't been asleep for very long (fell asleep at 6:30), and it's not even 8 a.m…. what was that??? Nightmare? It was so real🥹

I'm not at home right now, but near my old childhood bedroom, where I had a supernatural experience years ago where a deep voice wanted to speak to me. It happened so quickly back then, too. I got the most frightened feeling of my life in less than 5 seconds, and then I was completely cold for 40 minutes… What just happened reminded me that ever since then, I've thought a supernatural force would choose me or come and get me😅. But I had long since forgotten that thought. In retrospect, what just happened also sexually aroused me, which is incredibly strange (but that could also be because I told my girlfriend straight away and I get weak when emotionally close🙈💭). Does anyone know anything about this?