Was ist es eigentlich, das dich ausmacht?

I now give back what I heard about me and hear – and I don’t do that to praise me, because I don’t need that. I’m a nice, down-to-earth and a little bodice when you hear others talk like that. Some thought that I was too bodice, not cool enough, too easy, too popular, not self-confident enough, and in the end I have already shown to them that the cool often has the lookout, even if it does not calculate and the “bode” among people is often controversial, but at the end it comes better because of human values. Contrary to the fact that I am bodice and provincial, I do not defend myself – I know that I am often the one who is best aware of the people, almost with everyone, except with a specific target group (next paragraph), quickly finds connection and, above all, comes up with those who look at others as a problem or hardship.

I am also often told that I am very serviceable in everything and sometimes I would manage people like files and real estate, but on the other hand I am always serviceable with heart and no one who is dishonest or unjust – I am a “mild”, not as one who is scribbling or seeking dispute. I don’t get into the pan, I’m not uncomfortable as long as there’s no reason for it, and I want people to be fine as I can.

Despite all kindness – I can also be different and I know that I can do this well and it only hurts people right after they realize that I am not only the everlasting friendly cosman, but that is very strenuous – I don’t have to thank God many times or it hasn’t been necessary for years, more precisely since I left my hometown.

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I most likely have problems with the target group “small workers” who usually don’t like me – I was in my home as either the “studierte” and earlier, when I was driving Mercedes, I was also “the Mercedes driver” or “the man with the black suitcase” or “the Akademikertrottel” who was too stupid for the field and the factory. My uncle once said that it was envy too, I didn’t measure anything, could have been like that, but I also keep myself away from this target group because I know that I can do what I want, they either don’t take me seriously and are cheeky or feel pure provoked by my presence and are inconceivably miserable, mean and declining on such a “level” I would never give myself to.

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Here on this platform I look at myself as a voice of the rural space and in a certain way also a kind of dark Germany that represents the things there as they are, they call them by the name and the whole thing honestly means – I write how I speak, even though this sometimes falls into a chatter tone. There’s nothing on me or beautiful, I’m like me and I can live with certain things being the way they are.