Why am I like this?
I've had about 19 attempts to ☠️ so far and maybe 8 of them were really intentional the other 11 were somehow like that I had a kind of click in my head from one moment to the next that I took the next thing that was nearby that could ☠️ me or why is that I can't really control it
He reminds me of the time when I had torn from 18-23 years. You always think you’re taking someone away, you’re not worth anything yourself, and you’d rather be buried alive. Most of them are impulsive, the decisions are little thought-out and many consequences are attached to them.
as you said so beautiful, we call the self-hass. Even hatred has something to do with little self-respect, after all I know enough.
In order to realize that you need help yourself, but then you can also accept it at the same time it takes a lot. First of all, you have to find yourself, no one can take you off, and I know that of myself. I sometimes struggle with it today, even though I can communicate better by now.
First of all, one wants to be alone, destroy nothing and block nothing. But you’re blocking everything as long as you don’t see yourself coming in the right lanes.
I don’t know how many suicide attempts I have, but this is really not relevant here. First of all, you need to find out how you can get something to you that seems to be a bit afraid of you.
Then you have to learn to take help to let you help, you have to look into your head. But no one can, unless you tell you what’s going on in you.
I can’t tell you why you’re like that because I’m not a therapist and even diagnosis can be dangerous, but I think you should look for therapeutic help because then you can answer these questions.
You’re nicjt abnormal or so, you just need help and I can tell you that you can’t get the help you need online.
And you show any behavior that’s dangerous to yourself, so I might recommend you to put yourself in a clinic at the next emergency room. It’s not that all your problems will disappear immediately as soon as you get to the clinic, but you’ll get a few loads removed
Doesn’t want to be in a clinic
Oki don’t have to, but it might be good for you
Why don’t you want to?
And you’re not me with people like this I usually have a lot of compassion or want to help me naja I would like to tear off my skin that it hurts
I know exactly what you mean, but if I told you, for example, what you say, would you think I wouldn’t deserve any help?
I don’t think I deserve it, but the others only I don’t know how to explain it, but if you really hated someone so it’s really extreme that I’m going to myself
No, it doesn’t sound you’re just mentally ill and there are some people who like it and also those people earn like you help
But I don’t think that I deserve help myself I see how like to suffer izweis sounds disturbed
So you don’t take the place, you’d come to the ark, and you won’t take the place away.
People understand that you can also be afraid of people you don’t know, they can handle it
I’m afraid of strangers don’t want to take any place away from others and don’t deserve any help
Who tries it so often unsuccessfully, the cries for help.
Maybe because you feel ignored by parents or the environment.
I think you’re wrong here, please go to your family doctor and talk to him about it and give you professional help.
If you have such thoughts again go with it to your parents or closest confidants and tell them, but do not stop in that direction.
My mum knows about it had already had 19 attempts, but what I mean is 8 of which I had only really planned or planned at the other 11 it was somehow that I was at once so on that was somehow what forced me to do in my head.
Think that’s usually short-circuiting with you, so you’re thinking about it more often differently.
I am, of course, not a doctor and measure to know something in detail about it, so please seek help so that you can feel joy in everything again. Good improvement ☀️
Mh
Please talk to a therapist
Will not
Then it won’t be better
Don’t you think you’re better? Sad
Who writes that there are no stupid questions has already lost 😔
Interested me but there are no stupid questions just stupid answers🫠
Then don’t ask so stupid questions
Dab answer just don’t stop if you don’t know the answer
What do I know why you’re like you? Then your question is completely unnecessary
There is not my question as to how it gets better
I can’t tell you why you’re like that, but you need help. Please get some.
I don’t want
You’re psychic.
Yes I know that only so that you want to make it aware or do it
Still mentally ill
My problem is I don’t even want
I hope you can still control yourself, believe in yourself.
I know