Völlig unzufrieden mit sein Leben?

Yeah, that was like a few years ago when I was still living in my hometown and no longer felt comfortable, human and professional. There was a fight for pure survival every day, I was often frustrated and sad-drumbious, did not want out of the house, felt sick and slept.. I was not irritated or unfriendly or reddish to others, I was more so depression-like and passive and unbiased – and there was really ALL not good from a few moments in which I could turn off.

You can handle such situations, but you have to be ready and want to improve it – I have decided to change the job and move after a psychologist has advised me indirectly. Never regret it.