What is it like when you just feel empty inside?

Hello, my dears, I don't know how to phrase my question correctly, but I'll start now. I've had ups and downs in my life like everyone else… nothing ever went smoothly… Almost 2 years ago my dreams came true and then everything was shattered… lost… Until six months ago, I suppressed my feelings and grief……

Why do I know less and less what I should do?

So, in general, everything. For me, existence is annoying and stressful, which I find a real shame. Mainly because I don't understand what the purpose of this existence (the universe) is. I hoped that existence had a reason for existing, which is why I even became a Christian like my parents, but at some point…

Hexa or pentagram?

Hello everyone I'm currently writing a story for a sleepover with friends. It's supposed to feature a character who's actually human, but is cursed by the devil to commit murder and such. And now I need to know what the devil's sign is. I googled a bit but didn't find anything. Just that there's a…

CLEAN from HARD DRUGS WITHOUT help possible (lifelong) -?

Hello. I ask you to read through all of this. I'll be 18 in about 4 months. And I've been completely clean from hard drugs (amphetamine or speed with cut crystal meth) for 10 months now. I smoked every day for many months because I couldn't live without it. Unfortunately, after 7 months of being…