How can it be that as a person I have no interests, nothing that I am passionate about, nothing that I absolutely want to do or achieve? Nothing but emptiness. How can that be? I've never really had any strong interests, let alone professional ones. But what do you do then other than vegetate? And…
Monotonous music, monotonous voice (mostly), monotonous interests, monotonous clothing. I'm completely monotonous and boring. And that's why I'll probably end up in a monotonous job where I do the same thing over and over again. Why am I so completely monotonous/uninterested?
This person seems cold-hearted; they don't like love or relationships; they don't have any sexual attraction. They say they're interested in history, that they have no interest in other people, and that they don't care what others call them. And they claim they have an urge, but can't express it because otherwise they'll lose their…