Is it bad if you talk little to no other than with your best friend?

I simply can't think of enough questions to keep asking. Maybe that's because of my illness. I have the feeling that people always expect me to ask or say something before me. I'm rarely asked anything first. Maybe other people feel the same way. At the day center, for example, I hardly ever talk to…

I have nothing to say and don't want to say anything, and I'm just annoyed by this whole focus on life content?

I enjoy the space, the scaling out of perspectives that only make sense in their limited view. But I'm slowly getting fed up with the constant desire to talk and talk in life. Everything revolves around words and what they mean, but I just want to be quietly present. So instead of meeting for the…