How can it be that I look at photos in which I was slightly underweight and find myself too fat?

I've been struggling with anorexia for years and have slipped back into it recently. I weigh a few kilos less than in these photos from a few months ago (when I was also slightly underweight) and I find myself seriously overweight in some of them. I'm on the waiting list for a clinic where I…

recovery?

Hey guys, I have a quick question. Before I had my eating disorder, I weighed around 50kg, but I lost weight because of my ED. I'm in recovery now and wanted to ask if my body will only recover to 50kg and then I'll be able to eat like I used to without gaining weight…

Do you have any tips for dealing with the feeling that it's better not to eat anything today because of a binge?

I've been struggling with anorexia for several years and recently started experiencing binge eating and vomiting. Unfortunately, I have the feeling/fear that I might not have vomited everything up and I'm afraid of gaining weight (and maybe even more if I eat anything else now). I also have my weight checked by my GP tomorrow…

Should I try to eat the minimum calorie amount agreed upon with my therapist every day this week?

I just told her on Friday that my eating habits (apart from the bouts of vomiting) have gotten significantly worse (it was never good), meaning I'm much more restrictive in terms of calories/food choices, and that I feel guilty even for xy calories and have only eaten that many lately. She then asked if it…

Would you say it's okay to talk yourself into eating more because your therapist wants you to?

I'm in therapy for an eating disorder and I told her that my eating behavior (apart from the binge eating episodes with vomiting) has become significantly more restrictive and she wanted me to eat more. She asked if I could imagine us writing some kind of eating plan and how much I could imagine eating…