What myth/legend can I write about in a black metal song called Destroy your enemies Satan!?
The legends should of course be very dark and demonic.
Angry about rejection?
Why did I always get furious, FURIENTLY angry when I was rejected, either by a man or a woman? I'm bisexual. Today, I can no longer understand my past behavior, and I'm glad I never seriously harmed anyone in my anger. But I used to be like that, if someone said no to me, I…
Struggle with bad thoughts – should I despair?
I'm a mostly peaceful person, but when I get upset, words like "h*tl3r" or "schw*cht3l" constantly slip out of my mouth. This doesn't normally happen to me, so it can't be Tourette's, at least not in the "classic" sense. How can I completely avoid such outbursts? This way, I can let myself be buried.
Why do I admire evil people?
Why do I want to be like someone who is evil, as long as they are successful? Take Trump, for example, who is morally extremely questionable but quite successful, or other corrupt governments. I want to be like them too. I want their power, their status, their cold-heartedness. But why? Why do I admire people…
Demonic nightmare?
So today I dreamed first of a voice and a beautiful tree, and then I heard a voice saying, "No matter how beautiful their promises may be, it's not worth losing your soul for." Then I dreamed that I was lying in bed, and I had a prophecy that a huge tree would fall on…
Why do I like the dark one?
Why do I like everything that is dark, horrible, scary, brutal, cruel, and also the occult? I've always found villains more interesting than good guys. But that doesn't mean I like what they do. I just find them more interesting most of the time. But is it a concern that I'm so fascinated by the…
Putin the psychopath?
Would you say that Putin is a merciless psychopath who doesn't even love his own children? And what does it mean when you look up to such a person? Which some people do. Or is it not bitterly evil and a demon in human form without mercy, without any humanity?