Help, afraid of a second cesarean section and the first few weeks afterward?

The first C-section was already awful, as were the weeks following. I'm traumatized by both, and I'm now afraid of the second one. For example, you could bleed to death during or days or weeks after a cesarean section. Incisional hernia. The heart could fail Circulatory collapse Too much amniotic fluid enters the bloodstream Etc…