Should I really give up everything?
Should I really give up everything just because I am currently in assisted living and unable to work?
Should I really resign myself, should I listen to the inner voices that tell me I'll never make it out?
Should I listen to the inner voices that tell me I can't do anything and am nothing? Should I listen to the inner voices that tell me everything is hopeless?
Why don't they stop torturing me? Why do they always say everything is hopeless, why do they want me to give up?
Because giving up would be a slow, painful death, I know that. Because the longer I vegetate there in this assisted living facility, the more insane I become.
Why can't my brain see that it's not over yet, why can't my brain switch into fight mode?
I don't want to be a slave to my brain anymore, I want to be the master of my brain, of my thoughts, I want to finally become productive and independent, despite mental health problems, despite autism.
Do you think these thoughts are wrong and I shouldn't listen to them and there's still a chance?
There’s always a chance.
Don’t listen to your thoughts, but start living.
Why is my inner voice so extremely destructive?
Because you allow that.
Interesting. 😊
Hope is nice until you realize that the rescue is actually material for the kindergarten, because children save themselves more than excellent every day, and maybe get 5€ or so😁🙌
We can say what we do, but basically it is not true, and we are pretty stupid creatures that limit us to think of our own impossibility beyond that, because we love to know things. May it be a furt in the wind, the furt is real. 😂🤣
For basically it goes beyond our minds, the time, the manifestation of the form of this moment, because we are far from knowing the connection that drives us and the world, and time to come to us ever, and space to show us never to find the one here ðŸ
And the connection will never be the border we find in it 😄
Although it is the manifest of our current reality that can go beyond time when you lose your meaning once !!! 😂👌
It is therefore perhaps seemingly limited because we can think where different to have thought, and can perceive where different to think than we have not yet been me, or more I can be. 😗
But we are almost barely, but it manipulates us, changes us, spins his strength that we are crazy 😄
And in which we know that it is a way to the sun, it leads our reality that we have given in to see it inside.
You don’t have the right attitude to life and not the right view of the world.