Self-punishment through grades?
Hello, I got a 5 in math and I have the urge to go into the kitchen, grab a wooden spoon, and hit myself with it. I'm afraid my dad will catch me hitting me. He wants to have me committed for every little thing, just like my mom.
What can I do about it?
Maybe the psychological help your parents indicated would not be such a bad idea.
who want to direct me what psychological help I also punish myself from a history
Every mental illness has a history. You should find help.
Thank you.
Then good improvement
I’ve got the therapy
This reaffirms me in my advice to seek help to you.
I have depressions. However, my parents beat me earlier until I have self-harmed myself with the floor or even punished that is the background.
You won’t be admitted if you sleep with a spoon…
If you’d grab a knife, I guess.
I had already asked my elders why I was lying on the floor and nh knife in front of my chest….
And what exactly is your question now? How to beat you with a spoon without your parents getting it? You’ll know that yourself…
Or, if you don’t want to be psychic, is that a call for attention?
I don’t know what to tell you, I’ve been with psychologists and psychiatrists for a long time.
I do
Do something about it
I don’t need any attention. I’ve got it all.
Then don’t, but do something, so you look more attentive than anything else.
No
Yeah, well, could still be good for you
depression
Well, I don’t know what you have, but for me and my illnesses it was always quite okay.
hm okay
Well, I’ve been introduced very often, let me tell you from experience, sometimes it’s better.
I’m with the psychologist and psychiate, but I’m afraid of typing and no I want to punish myself for that.
If you really want it, do it in the room in the evening. When the parents sleep.
the ding is they will get it the next day and wonder where the blue stains come from.
It used to be normal that you got something like that at school and at home. How are they supposed to remember when you wear jeans or something?
I meant that he should stop hitting me and then started hitting myself and then he stopped and wanted to let me in
You told him to punish you like before? There are worse ones that should be introduced. How you left her now?
No to hit
Because of a bad note? Notes are not so important. Later no one asks about it😅
wanted to introduce
And how did your parents react to the 5?
yes it is summer
Difficult 🤔
I always wear short pants or holes jeans
I did. However, I once had a fist on my leg. That’s enough.
I do it with nh floor or cooker
punish yourself differently. handy ban or one thing you like very much. Ask your mama if she takes your phone away for a few days, punish yourself more. With the spoon it doesn’t work because you don’t get stuck anyway.
I have already been on the pc but joa
Then the pc? What’s the spoon doing? If someone else beats you, okay, but you do beat yourself what’s not normal, I think. I can understand you’re mad at yourself. But why do you have the bad note? Just learn more and do better than beat you.
May be
Step by step it will be better!
not so much has to go back
Yeah, look. It wasn’t your fault. You missed the stuff because you were in the clinic. Of course, it’s hard to catch up. It’s normal you don’t write a good note. Don’t punish yourself. Next time you learn more and write a good note. I hope the clinic helped you jz
I was in the hospital for suicidal attempt and missed all the substance
Take off, e.g. with music.
I have to show the note….
Show them. Eyes to and through.
I’m trying
Learning is punishment enough. So, now distract yourself. Write to me someone, watch movies or listen to music and if you know anything else, Les a book
You should go through the questions of work and consider why you gave so many wrong answers.
That would make sense.
Okay.