OCD dealing with girlfriend?

Hello ,

I have OCD, or obsessive-compulsive disorder, and it's very severe for me, and I don't talk about it with my best friend because I'm kind of ashamed of it.

But she knows that I have obsessive-compulsive disorder, just not how. And the problem is, we're on vacation together right now, and logically, I have to deal with my compulsions here too, and she's totally aware of it, and then she doesn't react in a particularly helpful way and makes me look like an idiot.

I asked her a favor, asking if she could perform a compulsion for me because I really didn't have the strength for it, but I had to satisfy it. My therapist always says that I shouldn't let other people perform my compulsions, but they're just small things, and it helps me a lot. My question is, how would you feel if someone with OCD asked you to perform a compulsion? My best friend seemed very angry, and that's completely normal to me, but it must have been really weird for her.

Thanks for the answers:)