My head is sick and my life has no meaning anymore?
I've had this shitty eating disorder for years. Every day I tell myself I'm going to go to recovery, but I just keep losing weight. When I see old photos of myself, I cry. Whenever I go out, people give me disgusted looks. I'm disgusted with myself and my whole body hurts, but I still can't stop. I just want to die. You probably won't be able to help me much, but right now it feels like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders and I have no one else to talk to.
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I’m sorry, but you seem to be at a stage of majesticism, where you will soon die and your body will lose uncontrollably. I probably can’t help you. It makes me sad to see you this way and would have hoped you would have been better and helped earlier. I have this fear because you say you hurt everything and your body schema disorder does not seem active, you realize your mistake.
If you still have chances of survival, go to a hospital first. There they can force-feed you with a stomach probe. First you need medical help. Maybe you could try it with liquid food? There are these food drinks now? And then immediately to the mental clinic. If you don’t do anything now, you’ll be dead soon, you have to be aware.
Go to the doctor’s office and get involved in a clinic. Another option would be to write an email to the social psychiatry service. They also provide help in difficult situations of life.
I have no family doctor and no health insurance(card)
Then first apply for a new card at the health insurance and at the same time look for a doctor, better for an appointment with a psychiatrist. You can’t get out of the situation without help from the outside.
You get some money from here? Citizens’ money or anything from the job center? They also pay the health insurance. Do you have any documents from your health insurance company?
If you don’t have it all, you could still look for social services on Google (name of your city) that will help and advise. It’s an unpleasant stranger to ask for help, but that’s her job, they’re there.
My family has moved to Georgia, I don’t know if they have reported me. If I still have one? I don’t go to school anymore and I don’t have any work
I don’t know why people answer you pretty ironically. But look for help! Don’t give up, we all have a chance in life! You just have to use it, don’t just give up before your life started properly
Thank you.
Use it, please.!!! It’s the way it is now. But you just wrote this post so you still have time to help you! Do something! Now! Or can it really be too late and do you want that???? Don’t let the other comments guide you right. You have time! But not much as you say. That’s why use your time and it’ll be back!! I believe in you! But do something.
Hello, at least I listen to you. Take it easy.
I was serious. Before committing a stupidity, you should at least give someone the opportunity to help you. I’m ready.
I went to the clinic voluntarily in February after my family gave me up. Although I really want to be normal again, it’s just not possible. In the clinic there were only problems ind after eleven weeks I left. I have no school leaving and no family anymore, just live here, sometimes there, have started taking drugs and just hate me, I get the pain of my whole body in the hope that he finally gives up, but nothing happens I’m so hopeless. I feel disgusting and repulsed by everyone, but I just can’t stop. I don’t know why, I just can’t, though there are so many possibilities, I just can’t, but why do I hate myself then. It’s so stupid I want to get better, but can’t. Maybe because I feel like it doesn’t take anything anymore? I haven’t seen my parents for months, I miss them, but I can’t find them. I’m afraid of looking for help, there are people with serious problems, and I’m wrong about my situation. I don’t know what I said now was just what’s been in my heart for a long time, thank you for listening to me.
Dear Narxella, I understand your feelings. Honestly, I’ve been to “the clinic”. Suicide-try gone wrong. Your problem is a little bigger, especially since I was able to conclude with mine. I really want to help you because you seem very desperate. Don’t give up because the best you have is yourself. There might even be some people you care about. And if it’s just me, it’s been half an hour.
Hello narxella11- I have read your post and wonder who determines what is “normal”. I am 57 years old and learned that I am not normal. We have to learn how to deal with the environment. And I liked to listen to you.
I’m not leaving, I’m just going to another room. If you need me, I’m here. I noticed your name. Narxella.
Protein. You’re stronger than you think.
Thank you, I give my best