Have you come to terms with life?

Is it bad to be done with life? I've accepted that the train has left the station, that I've made too many mistakes to ever be successful, that poverty, sadness, and hopelessness will be my constant companion.

So what? It was never meant to be. It's not God's/The Universe's will that I ever succeed, not in this lifetime.

Sometimes I spend days crying and despairing. Only in sleep do I find peace from my deep grief, hopelessness, and lack of perspective.

But waking up is the hard part. Life is often a tragedy, isn't it? And I have no choice but to accept that I have no future, right, because I made too many mistakes, and because of my personality disorder, right?

I don't deserve God's grace because I'm a monster. I deserve my fate; I don't deserve success, I don't deserve happiness, only endless hell.

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Totenprinz
8 months ago

Yeah, it’s worse. But everyone has to judge individually for themselves.

Aeroplanus
8 months ago
Reply to  Totenprinz

It’s bad that someone gave up with 24.

kaempferdersonne
8 months ago

You don’t have the right attitude to life.

Spielwiesen
8 months ago

What you have is a derailed metabolism that a few minerals have assumed. As it now looks, liver, gall and lymphatic system no longer function properly, which can cause such mental symptoms.

How do you feed? Are you cooking fresh, high-quality food with lots of vegetables, salad, fruit, little meat, very little dairy products, with high-quality fats and with a view to decent vitality? Do you drink 2 to 3 l of water/herbal tea daily without sugar?

And are you counting on fast food, finished products, industrial bakery, sweet drinks, nasty stuff?

That would be some of the conditions for health.

Aeroplanus
8 months ago
Reply to  Spielwiesen

Completely oblique to focus only on the diet. Is Junk Food a prediction for drug addiction? No, whoever is addicted to drug abuses rubbish because he rarely cooks himself! This is just an example of confusion of symptom and cause.

NostraPatrona
8 months ago
Reply to  Aeroplanus

There is a mutual influence. And with diet one has a particularly easy access to first successes.

Spielwiesen
8 months ago
Reply to  RolandRoller

The future doesn’t matter if you don’t have health. And nu?

yvesvonbueren
8 months ago
Reply to  RolandRoller

I understand.

Spielwiesen
8 months ago
Reply to  RolandRoller

You can see that. You do, but how far did you come with it?

You don’t have to. If you activate your will!

Spielwiesen
8 months ago

Right. And the food is the LIEFERANT for the building materials that get a healthy one. Or make a sick one. You have the choice. But often not the knowledge. That’s wanted.

KuarThePirat
8 months ago

Find professional help. A good start can be your pediatrician. With 24 your life just started and nothing is over. It’s part of your condition that you just see this, but you can be helped.

Aeroplanus
8 months ago
Reply to  RolandRoller

Find a psychologist. What do you want from us? Are you being pityed because you’re hanging?

KuarThePirat
8 months ago
Reply to  RolandRoller

There’s nothing better with this attitude. But believe me, it can.

Aeroplanus
8 months ago

Well, you don’t even want to know how it can be better? It won’t be served on the silver platter. Without you entering your ass, it’ll be nix.

KuarThePirat
8 months ago

Yes, you have, stop drowning in self-pity and make the first step to seek help.

KuarThePirat
8 months ago

Then leave it like that, is your life. Enjoy it.

comhb3mpqy
8 months ago

Hello,

Here are basic tips to deal with the situation: you can talk to a person. There are free nautical services on the internet and via the phone. You can also go to a psychologist.

I’m Christ. Faith helps many people. God loves you. If you want to know something that convinces me that there is God, you can ask me, for example, or go to my profile.

Good

Aeroplanus
8 months ago
Reply to  comhb3mpqy

Since there are no gods, it would be useful to rely on its own power.

J1gsaw
8 months ago

Hello Roland, a 1st helpful step can always be to talk about it and be it only initially “to taste”, to let everything out. If you don’t have anyone who you can trust or want, there are some options where you can make it anonymous. Talking or writing helps, much more than you think. I speak myself through many years of concern from my own experience. Please believe this and please try it, will be the first step.

Telephone care: 0800 1110111 or 0800 1110222

Find online at: https://www.telefonseelsorge.de with various possibilities for contacting

When it comes to emergency: 116117

Or online, a reputable well-connected depression forum: https://forum.discussionsforum-depression.de

Use the possibilities, don’t give up, don’t give up.

🙂

Aeroplanus
8 months ago

What is this self-pity? What’s going on? Are you all evil? The blame is always for the others? With 24 believe that life is over? Stop it.

Watch that you build schooling, training and qualifications and start a successful career instead of crying around. Who lives in Central Europe has the best chances and is born with a starting advantage. 7.5 billion laughs about such pathos. POC have a term for failed Caucasians. White Trash.

KuarThePirat
8 months ago
Reply to  RolandRoller

All of us. The Community. You get excellent education behind all over Germany for free. You just have to accept the offers.

KuarThePirat
8 months ago

It also costs if you’re shocked by self-pity and don’t do anything.

KuarThePirat
8 months ago

No one has to pay maintenance for education.