Master yells at me and embarrasses me again?

Hey

I have the feeling again that it is only me that he reacts to like this.

Today I was standing at my friend's house and I waited and talked to him for a bit until my wood dried and then the master said something like, "In the meantime you can do math or what are you waiting for?" and I always have the feeling that he is being derogatory or strict towards me and that kind of thing hurts me.

Because he always spoke to me in a derogatory way or embarrassed me, like the last three times.

Last time, I wanted to ask for a key and then said so stubbornly no, the other time I stood with the others and exposed myself so and before that he made me bad with my workpiece and asked an intern if he could do better and in school he showed my test

But the others often just stand around or talk to everyone

He also knows that I have problems in math and yet he says it like that and somehow embarrasses me

I've already told my psychologist and my supervisor, and they don't approve of his behavior either, as do others I trust. Actually, I was supposed to have a meeting with the master today.

I don't know what his problem is

I don't feel so comfortable anymore, and at some point I get scared again, and then I feel sick, and then I don't want to do it anymore. Because I've had bad experiences with the teachers, and it's not my fault that I was born prematurely, and the teachers always put me down and told me I'd never make it.

I am also in a facility

What do you all mean?