Master makes me sick again?

Heyy

One of the masters made me look bad again today and I don't understand why 😡.

Today I was just standing with the others and he came to me and looked at me so grimly and said, "You've been here almost a year now and you still can't do anything."

And last week I was on a connection and he snapped at me again. He said he asked me what I thought about it and then he just said shit and then asked an intern if he could do it better and then embarrassed me 😡 I can't help it that the wood is bad and keeps breaking.

Last week, he showed my test to the whole class because my test was bad, and said that's how he always marks it.

I don't want him to show it to the class and I should not

I also have the feeling that he's always just making fun of me, as a colleague already has that impression.

I'm still angry and I'm starting to hate him 😡

I also have problems with people like that when they always treat me like that, because then I feel insecure and then I get scared and then I feel bad.

I was also born prematurely, and in elementary school, even in kindergarten, the teachers always put me down just because I couldn't do something. Or even when I could do something, they always said, "I can't do it."

I also don't want to go to his class anymore

But then I get angry quickly

My mom has already told him the story about it

What do you all mean?