Isolation because of crying?

Hey guys, I used to get into a lot of trouble when I cried, especially because I often had to be alone and was excluded from my family. Sometimes for days.

Even when I saw my brother in the hospital after his surgery, they yelled at me in the street, telling me how ungrateful I was and how I dared to cry and make such a drama out of everything. They didn't speak to me for three days. I was always very afraid of my parents.

I haven't been the same since. I'm also in therapy, but I wanted to know if anyone else feels the same way. A woman whose feelings were simply forbidden.