I'm a genius but only sometimes?
I have different states, sometimes I am confused, but sometimes I am mentally extremely clear.
I'm a total mentalist (a passionate thinker), and free thinking simply fulfills me. Sometimes I really thrive on my train of thought (often my thoughts are simply brilliant in terms of structure, form, and content…
And then I have situations where I can't think a single clear thought, with difficulty finding words.
At times I am a truly brilliant genius full of inspiration and at times nothing works at all (due to mental-emotional blocks) or insecurities, perhaps also due to a self-limiting way of thinking and at the same time too high self-expectations
I'm writing this question partly out of narcissistic greed and a need for recognition… I simply had to emphasize that I'm a brilliant genius. (If it's true, there's nothing wrong with that; it's simply a realistic self-image.)
I'm a brilliant genius with the handbrake on (often)… but I don't care about being a genius, I'm a brilliant genius but I don't give a shit…..
The question is ultimately how I can feel inspired again and think clearly, or do you have any ideas how to release this mental handbrake?
I know that, I have the same thing. I can express myself wonderfully, but if I’m in stress or nervous, I feel like my swings were too close to the wall earlier.
Take a rest and consider when GENAU enters the block. So not, “if someone appeals to me” but, perhaps, before you realize that someone comes to you, or if you feel that someone might appeal to you.
Then you write what exactly you found right now, what you found badly. (more or less a pro/contra) list.
Don’t focus on the Contra page when you finish the list, but on the Pro page, you’ll notice that you do a lot right.
Our brain is stiffening on the negative, which is becoming more and more negative to us. (Why didn’t I… why didn’t it work?…I thought that and that said…)
Stay with the pro side and look at what you did in your eyes. :
Hello,
You obviously have great problems finding your center, the inner peace from which you can act rationally. You can’t rely on yourself now doesn’t know how you’re going in an hour or a day. Emotionally unstable, it’s probably called, it has nothing to do with the mind.
A doctor once told me the psyche was like a pendulum. If it blows too strongly in one direction you have a strong counter-movement and you tend to keep it in the middle and the knockouts as low as possible. It is his task to help with whatever.
Only when the psychic feeling is balanced can one expect usable achievements from itself
LG
Harry
Sounds for me more like autistic island gift (not discriminatory). But as far as I could get to know you, you have nothing of a genius at all. You’re in a fictitious world of thought where you seem to inflate your own ego, as far as I can read this from this question from you.
You have a bunch of superstitions, confirm this (unjustified way) by looking for people (on Youtube) who have the same opinions and then concludes being a genius.
However, this has nothing to do with intelligence, rather the exact opposite is the case, because such behavior as you show is exactly the opposite of behavior that would show real geniuses.
I’d strongly advise you to have a psychological examination.
What exactly do you mean by island gifts?(an autistic ader I’m sure you realize when reading my texts?)
If what’s up is what Andrastor writes (he seems to know more about you) it goes in the direction of manic-depressive
Island gifts are gifts that are concentrated in certain areas. In these areas such people can reach amazing and far above average, but in others they are often less than average.
A parade example for this is film autists who can calculate in their head how high the chance is to pull a lady at the Blackjack, but desperately if they are to join the shoes.
I didn’t even think about the manic depressions or manic phases, but yes, it can be that you also suffer from it.
In manic phases one often feels great, motivated and wants to produce and start and finish projects and often has increased communication needs in these phases, so one often wants to tell many people about the projects and activities.
But after the manic phases, depressive phases follow, in which one often does not bring about anything.
However, these two disturbances do not exclude one another. That means you can suffer from both autism and manic depression, and perhaps even your idea of Narcissism is there.
As stated above, you should discuss all this with psychologists and have you examined. You can also easily express these suspicion diagnoses there and ask to have them examined.
I don’t think so. As I said, feeling genius is more manic
Do I have an Autist on you?
You’ve got a valid urge. It’s basically not bad if you don’t lie to yourself and are really kind of useful.
You can check your statements very quickly: What exactly have you done so far to help society with your intelligence and what academic career do you have to demonstrate? I also kept a lot of me until I went to university and the professors quickly brought me to the bottom of the facts.
Do not believe
No “geny” will call itself that. Your self-assessment shows certain signs of bipolar mental disorder (formerly called “manic-despressive”)
Your text repeats itself:
and then:
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To be honest: I vary between affection and pity.
Why would you want to solve this mental handbrake where this mental handbrake doesn’t give a shit about yourself: “but I don’t care to be a genius, I’m a brilliant genius, but I don’t give a damn…“
Alex
The handbrake I don’t give a shit (only that I’m a genius I don’t give a shit) it’s about inspiration not to be regarded as a genius
The hand brake causes you to not exploit your ingenious potential and to be just a normal and not a genius. But you don’t care exactly?
Was on drugs.