I have no empathy?

Whether it comes from childhood trauma or parental trauma.

I don't have any human relationships. I make friends, but in the end, it always ends the same way. It's the same at work: I get fired because I don't get along with other people.

Most of the time, it's my fault, and I don't know how to deal with it. I've never been in a relationship. I'm always alone, mostly willingly and unwillingly.

Many of my acquaintances copy me and want to be like me. I have a great aura, which attracts many people. However, I find it abhorrent that people take advantage of me to find out what's special about me.

So they can steal my light. What am I doing wrong? I've accumulated a lot of disgust and resentment, so I'm unintentionally alone. I'm very lonely.