Have you always felt different from others?
Good evening, I've been lying in my bed for 2 hours and can't sleep, which is why I've been thinking about my childhood and my life in general.
I realized that there was never really anyone who could "stand" me.
For example, back in kindergarten, a teacher was doing some crafts with someone. I wanted to join in and make something myself, but I was sent away. No one was ever really nice to me in kindergarten, and no one liked me in elementary school either.
Things were better in middle school and now I'm in 10th grade and I feel like nobody understands me again.
I often argue with my parents because I quickly become aggressive and dismissive, and I don't know why that is.
In short: I don't know why no one has liked me since my first social interaction. Maybe I'm the problem, but over almost 17 years, that would be pretty harsh.
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I went through the same thing as you, the same thing with my parents.
Life is unfair, I think it takes several people to go through something like what "we both" went through.
Life is unfair, we learn from it or have learned from it, we know what we want and what we will no longer allow to be done to us.
Of course you are annoyed or you respond because you have always had to accept this rejection, which creates conscious but also unconscious experiences that shape you.
Things like this always come/appear later, what you experienced as a child (at home/kindergarten/school).
I always answered my mom in an annoyed way because I also get worked up quickly. But you don't dare do that to others (friends/enemies/colleagues), but somehow you do to your own people. I don't know why that's the case, but it just happens because you haven't done it or don't do it elsewhere. Then, unfortunately, your loved ones have to take the blame.
But you always hope that life will get better or that something will change… we'll see.
Thank you for understanding me, I always thought I was all alone with this topic đŸ«‚
I know the feeling. I can't say why it's like this. Maybe it just feels that way to you, or maybe it's really like this. Right now, I also have the feeling that nobody likes me, especially not myself. And you're not the problem. And if you were, someone would have definitely told you that in 17 years.
Really? We don't like you?
I have that feeling, yes. And most people here don't really know me either.
Das kann sich ja ändern.