Have you ever taken drugs?

Previously, drugs were an absolute no-go for me, but I changed my mindset.

First a preface when I speak here about the word “drugs”; As drugs I classify the socially “typical” drugs in this answer. (Speaking: alcohol, nicotine, sugar, caffeine, excluding)
In addition, I have always informed me about it properly via the Internet before using a substance. (I like a mixture of experience reports and information videos such as SET & SETTING, Open Mind, …)

I’m 19 years old, got stuck in my life and had my first drug experience shortly after my 16th. Birthday on 31.10.2020.

My first experience was like most likely cannabis.
During the first time, I did not really feel much, as my cannabinoid receptors were not “rived”. (This is usually done in passive smoking, or the first time – as in my case)

So after three months, I had my second cannabis experience, where I felt good and laughed with my friends. The next day we were at the vocational school, which was unexpectedly good.

After that, at regular intervals of a few months, we have repeatedly cried on weekends, which has made fun of society inhuman for us.

With just 17 years ago, I bought cannabis for the first time and came to a addiction phase with 18 years ago, where I had been tapping for 3 months every day. I have now put this back, as I do not want to let my life be determined by a plant. At the time, I was mentally not very good. (Please don’t take drugs if you don’t feel ready for it – psychological and physical!)

In the meantime, I ciffed very irregularly and only with a party 😉.

With approx. 18 years ago the effect of DXM (Hustenstiller) very interested and took this to me. Here I have to say honestly that I came to experience something spontaneously, as I looked at reports of experience and we had them at home by chance. (I do not recommend this!)
The effect is very dissociative, some describe it similar to ketamine (can I not say because I have no interest in ketamine and have never taken any).

Shortly before my 19. Birthday I was with a friend, with whom I first cried in Amsterdam, where I was absolutely my first Psylocibin-Trip in the form of magic truffles to experience. Two months before the trip, I’ve been working hard on Psylocibin and informed me enough. The main interest was the therapeutic effect. So I have listed questions that I wanted to ask as a guide during my trip, created a small playlist and written down notes and “health” during the trip in the hotel room. On this trip, I met myself more and I would say that I have been able to improve my social skills since this trip was processed.

For some time now, I have been very interested in MDMA, but never pressure me if I want to try something, but wait for opportunities.

A short time ago (short before my 20. birthday) I had my first MDMA Trip on a trip with a colleague (also the first time with him) to Berlin (resp. in a techno club in Berlin). Ecstasy pills have been tested beforehand in a drug check (in Switzerland drug checking is tolerated). I took about 115mg as an initial dose (men: 1.5 x body weight in kg mg in MDMA, women 1.3 x body weight in kg mg in MDMA).
A little after the peak, we threw 50mg of MDMA again to extend the trip. I would describe the trip as follows in a few keywords: Due to the shot serotonin one is very honest with one another, one speaks in double speed, extremities feel extremely light (especially when dancing) and one feels extremely much love for everyone and everything (but can control the whole).
In addition, the typical jaw chew, which we have compensated for with gums. We also drank half a liter of water every 60 minutes. (Very important: Because you protect your body from overheating.)
This night I also had more than 30,000 steps and now feel closer to my colleague, with whom I experienced this trip.

How exactly it goes on with my “drug runway” I don’t know myself yet, as I have now done everything that seemed interesting to me. I can imagine that I will take magic truffles and MDMA again, but, as already mentioned, don’t make any pressure.
Maybe I can imagine LSD.

I can’t imagine DXM and an active cannabis phase anymore, as it’s not very appealing to me.

Addendum – Edit: I do not recommend any person to consume cannabis as early as I am, as it can significantly disturb the brain during development (before the 21st). Year of age, the brain is basically still in development).
In addition, always consider two times and inform you in detail about drugs when you plan to make an experience with a drug.