Habt ihr Eltern mit Störungen?

My father has many narcissistic traits. He must always be good, does not have much empathy and understanding, lies with others and himself, etc. He has never taken care of me, even when we were living together. My brother was always preferred.

That hurt me as a child and adolescents of course. I always longed for his love and recognition that I never got and could never reach. I broke off the pseudo-contact at some point and it was very good for me at some point. But have been in touch with him for a few years.

My mom has depression and possibly also a Borderline Personality Disorder. She couldn’t do her job as a mother anymore, didn’t get the household anymore, and she was also very careless about herself. She hurt herself by starving herself in powerlessness etc. She also once tried to take life. Also, it is extremely oversized, which often limits it quite well and also does not get good air through it, but it also has asthma.

It was very difficult to deal with her as a teenager. That she was so bad with herself, made me extremely worried, I was really afraid of her. That with the suicide attempt was, of course, very bad and I am also very sorry that it came. Your physical illnesses, of course, make me worry too. She’s suffering pretty much now and the older she gets, the more problematic the whole thing becomes.. But I do not want to deal with the future, it comes as it comes.