Is there anyone in your family you don't have contact with?

I haven’t had any contact with anyone in my family for over 7 years, away from my mother. She was always the only one who understood me and the one who took care of me. Even when my parents were still married (when I was 8/9 they divorced), my mother had to take over 99.9% of the work and care that had to do with me, and that was so much.

My co-producer and almost everyone from the side of my co-producer were all… well. I could get out of here. People who make good miene a bad game. The ones who do not dare to tell you right into the face what they think of you and rather sneak over you behind your back. And much more.

My aunt was still fine at first, but gradually my mother and I realized that she accused my mother for my behavior (which was due to my autism or is). She had to listen to that from a class teacher at that time. This was similar to her brother (my uncle). When I was a kid, I had contact with my cousin, but he disappeared when the contact with my aunt was gone.

My grandpa died on the maternal side about 8 years ago, roughly estimated. My grandmother died exactly a week before my birth.

With the years we had just noticed that we were better alone or two. We have always been a well-established team, so to speak, and nobody could – or wanted – really understand us. I don’t know how to explain it.

I’m not mourning this.