Fear?

If the tags – “Depression”, “Mobbing”, “Self-mord”, “Soziale Phobie”, “Angstör” – are all correct and you have really been diagnosed this very strongly and you really need to make bully experiences, your first priority is to restore your mental health with professional help. If this has become so bad by bullying, it would be insane to go to school on bending and breaking. This will only make your situation worse – I speak partly of my own experience.

It doesn’t matter to put you (which also sounds like bullying sacrifices that can’t do that are too weak, although it would be the task of the bulls not to bully, not the task of the victims to get through everything on the axle and the noise*) before you are not really ready for it.

* Personally, I also find that many people think so because they assume that bullying makes you stronger. This may be true for some people, but not for many. In most cases, you get nothing from bullying, except a most crisp, diseased psyche and the “best” still a trauma.

Your mental health is much more important than any school, school performance, grades or even your professional/school future. Because if you don’t take this into your hands (I want to hope your mother takes it seriously when you explain it to her), you will have no future if it’s going to be bad.

Then you could also think about a change of school if necessary/possibly. The question is how long you’d have to go with it. You sound pretty young, so I don’t think you’re done with school next year. Of course, discussions with teachers/teachers, the director, your parents/mother, possibly the school psychologist and other trustees are also important. But it won’t be done with it.

If the tags have only been made in there, which is unfortunately not the case, it is only necessary to find out exactly what these feelings exist to you.

You don’t have to fight your mobs, don’t win a fight against them. You don’t have to be strong and brave and let everything do with you. You don’t have to do this and prove it to everyone. You’re not here to make you mobb. You don’t run away if you’re looking for professional help. I repeat: If the tags are all true, the school is the last thing you should think about. The school can wait, not your mental health.

It doesn’t help to put you to bullying now – Come on what’s going on. Your reaction to escape the whole thing is completely natural. Your brain signals you’re in danger and wants to protect yourself from it. Think: No one would say that you should walk through the open fire. But not a few people say you’re supposed to put your hands on his bully. Both are extremely painful (the one physically, the other mentally), both leave scars (the one burns, the other psychic wounds) and both have the opportunity to kill someone (in one burns/suffocation, in the other suicide or even – in extremely bad cases – murder by the bullying/the mobbers directly), but one is supposed to be allowed and should even avoid (except ourselves are protected).

Conclusion: Your health now has top priority, everything else is second.