Is it strange that I've already thought about suicide?
I sometimes think about suicide because of my mother, because she really puts me down with yelling and stuff like that, and I always try to deescalate it, but she always just makes it worse. When I was 11, I even wanted to try it once, but then I thought about people I really loved, like my girlfriend, and then I didn't do it. Isn't that weird? And no, I don't want a link to a help center. I want an answer. No, don't worry, I think I'm fine.
What do you mean? It is certainly unusual, but it doesn’t have a mother who yells at you all the time and I don’t know what else is happening.
Even if you’re okay, you might be better if you report to the youth office. If you want this, it is possible to withdraw from your home before your full year. It’s probably better than letting itself be shouted.
So I don’t want to move from home, but I don’t want my mother to be bad. My mother always says when I talk to her about it” yes yes quite definitely always” and then I have the feeling that I might just imagine that maybe I’m just one, but I’m just one,
You can also provide anonymous advice. Excerpt is of course an extreme step. It can also be used a family help, which can simply mean that you meet someone in a cafe or something every week and talk to her about problems. Just when your mother makes you feel that you are embodying things that have actually happened, a second opinion is certainly helpful.
Please find help. It’s not your job to deal with these things. You shouldn’t have to deal with it. It is your mother’s responsibility to improve her behavior.
Please take at least steps to start and withdraw training as soon as possible after school. Your mother owes you support for this purpose.
Small info I mean don’t yell at
Yes but I really feel that I am not or that I just exaggerate there are of course also beautiful moments with you that we also laugh together and so what it is now not so that she always writes me but especially because of school whenever school is she writes me at least once completely together in the week yes it is also my fault because I may not be the best but this writing I can’t do that anymore
Such thoughts are expressions of wanting to change something.