Is it strange that I've already thought about suicide?

I sometimes think about suicide because of my mother, because she really puts me down with yelling and stuff like that, and I always try to deescalate it, but she always just makes it worse. When I was 11, I even wanted to try it once, but then I thought about people I really loved, like my girlfriend, and then I didn't do it. Isn't that weird? And no, I don't want a link to a help center. I want an answer. No, don't worry, I think I'm fine.

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eingew
6 months ago

What do you mean? It is certainly unusual, but it doesn’t have a mother who yells at you all the time and I don’t know what else is happening.

Even if you’re okay, you might be better if you report to the youth office. If you want this, it is possible to withdraw from your home before your full year. It’s probably better than letting itself be shouted.

eingew
6 months ago
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You can also provide anonymous advice. Excerpt is of course an extreme step. It can also be used a family help, which can simply mean that you meet someone in a cafe or something every week and talk to her about problems. Just when your mother makes you feel that you are embodying things that have actually happened, a second opinion is certainly helpful.

eingew
6 months ago
  1. Beautiful moments are not an excuse to be able to behave socially elsewhere. Just because your mother behaves positively, she can’t leave the sores in another place. It doesn’t resemble each other. Fairness and justice do not work that way.
  2. It is certainly in no way your fault if your mother has no impulse control and aggression problems. Yeah, of course it’s good if you’re trying at school. No, it doesn’t even justify treating you so disrespectful and socially.

Please find help. It’s not your job to deal with these things. You shouldn’t have to deal with it. It is your mother’s responsibility to improve her behavior.

Please take at least steps to start and withdraw training as soon as possible after school. Your mother owes you support for this purpose.

Montagna60
6 months ago

Such thoughts are expressions of wanting to change something.