Please read it all the way through 😽?
Trying to keep it short (didn't work, sorry) escalated slightly TW :
-I like a boy I met online
-I have had experiences with this before -> always negative: I was manipulated, exploited (I mainly "fell in love" with older people (+12 years older) (big mistake Madame!!))
-that's why I can't trust him -> better that way??
-we often (always) argue
-No contact for a few days, then either he or I write (we are both victims)
-Vicious circle: reconciliation + big fight 💀
-Sense?
-want to end it: can't
-my mood is very dependent on him
•Ignored on purpose etc. -> knows that it's a mental strain on me -> doesn't he care??
/ No appetite, can't sleep, in a bad mood, yelling at everyone 🤡
-I like him 🥰
-makes me feel unlovable
-seek love from others ‼️
-Guilt feelings, I don't dare to say anything
-treat me 💩
-no respect for me: doesn't take me seriously at all: wants to play 24/7 -> gets worked up, gets short of breath because he loses??? 🤦🏻♀️
-sends GIFs when I want to talk seriously -> tell him to stop because it's important to me : doesn't stop ->>>🙎🏻♀️
-makes hints that he wants to have sexy time with me and at the same time answers here on GF that it is a bad sign because he is not serious
"I'll be honest, it's a bad sign. Because he's obviously already after one thing, and that would be way too fast and way too early for me!" But for me, they're doing it 💁🏻♀️
-writes on GF Love is not easy to find after we argued 💔 ouch
^^ yes I stalk him for important purposes 🙆🏻♀️
-I have problems accepting myself -> always had
-biggest fear: not being lovable
-doesn't know/ acts stupid: compares me to ex-girlfriends “they valued me unlike you”
“They would be happy if we were still talking”
“They all apologized to me and want me”
“They treat me better” (one cheated on him))) 🙅🏻♀️
-I have serious thoughts of suicide and have often wanted to 💀
-he demands the trial
-takes my problem seriously when I tell him about it
-I'm far too dependent on that guy
-I have an ex -> had a girlfriend after me: I lost 10kg in 2 weeks 😴 -> an0rexia, E$
-I almost puked when I saw them
-Beginning of my depression/suicidal thoughts 🥱
-Fear that it will happen again
-Fear that I can only love my ex
-> 3 years are over -> feels like yesterday; any sense of time etc. is gone
-CURRENT boyfriend (and for a long time 🤠)
- was the first boy I compared to my ex
- Was yolo okay that he is not my ex
- 🙄 is shit to me
- Insult me: hollow pea, idiot
-loves me legit and
-hurts
-I'm 17 and too old for this
-what am I doing with my life?
-low self-esteem 🤏
-🤏 so close to going insane
-Life no longer makes sense if he ignores
-random urge to do something to himself, just to see if the gentleman would care
Need help 🫦
Should be locked up frfr
-Life generally doesn't buck
—> Suzd
Only solution
-cry myself to sleep
-bad notes
-can't do simple things: get up from my bed 🙎🏻♀️, study, can't concentrate, family falls apart -> everything falls apart
-He is always in my mind 🙎🏻♀️
-I feel so unhappy
-would definitely be happier without him
-can't stop stalking him
-what if he finds someone better, prettier?
-what will become of me?
-will I still be alive in 4 years?
-how to make a Suzd without disappointing people
-just want to be happy frfr
-would my younger self love me?
-why do I always see my mistakes
-Why can I never be satisfied?
-why can't I laugh
-why do I hate myself
-How do I make my parents aware of this without alerting them?
-why doesn't it feel real?
-how can I be me?
-where can I be?
-why do I pretend I don't mind only to cry for hours
-why do I have food cravings
-why why why
-why am I still here
-what is my purpose
-hopefully God will take me to Him today
-why do I get angry when I wake up just because I'm still alive
Why did my day end before it even began
-can I still be happy/satisfied
-why doesn't he like me?
Why am I never good enough
-his life would be better without me
Would everything be better without me?
Am I a burden?
I would like to get some tips from here for my entire situation 🤓 Be nice 😽
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Have you ever spoken to professionals? That sounds like you need help. It sounds like you’re depressed. This can be – and should-treated.
I didn’t read everything. In principle, you’re repeating yourself.
Girls – important is that you live in real life – and not in your comb alone with the technique and his supposed world out there.
Get out! Find hobbies out there – without technology. What I know: Start singing in a choir. Join a sports club. You need people around you who give you a smile. No matter who. Meet people! Have fun with them.
The Internet is not the real world. You’re just being pulled down more psychically. Leave it!
You don’t understand. Many semi-sets without connection.
Whatever. This guy obviously doesn’t do you well. Let him go and meet guys offline.
Easy to report… Post incomprehensible2
Please forget these online fingers and go out into real life.
Please read it through
Never.
Why?
Too much text. The descriptions should be short and precise.
No – absolutely not! But I won’t let myself go like you.
Come on in reality. Comment my answer – not my comments.
with your 48 years you don’t have to let out your marital dispute
There’s no one here… your contribution just violates the rules. Reading before, then no one is complaining.
Yes – it helps you. Structure your life. Don’t let you go. Focus on important things. This can be read out from your text content and the length of the text.
naja is meaningless because it helps me zero, you can also keep honest and not write such a garbage
Just calm down.
The user’s “wmsieger” answer is completely fine. Your text is really too long – unnecessary long.
is as short and precise as it is, then go away here and troll me like this, don’t have to comment everything, especially so pointless