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How long has it been,
that I've laughed,
breathing so hard,
and these sh***y noisy neighbors,
who f**k my head when I'm already feeling sh***y,
and the whole f**kin world of which nobody understands me anyway

I'm done.

Hate this country from birth.

Wish I had run away back then.

And hope has long since burned away, yeah.

Bury my head in the sand, yeah

Don't have to put up with you all anymore yes and then, yeah

Go my own way because I can...no more,

F**k the whole world cause I'm an...ders yeah, and see...k so much and un...the air cause I can't...no more, yeah I can't...no more,...yeah.

I've cried a thousand times, man,
I don't have time for anything man, I'm...just suffering,
just fighting with myself, my...life is a failure, I can't get any further because I'm...always alone, and my depression is just one thing, yeah.

Where is the joy I want,
who cares if I kill myself,
why...m I am different,
or am I standard, yeah.

If I can no longer stand,
who will hold my f**kin hand,
every a...ndre can do something,
but I'm just different, yeah.

🎶
I'm feeling so sh**...
I'm at the cra...sen, man,
with the thoughts on...the...wall.
Life wants to tear me apart, man,
my shoulders are made of eggs, man,
hope won't let me touch them.

I'm only on my body, man,
mentally on the fi...
don't know how long I can...still...do that,
would rather travel, man,
into the white, man,
but Suzi keeps me under her spell.
🎶

...to be continued

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