Borderline and ecstasy use?

Hey people,

I have borderline personality disorder. Last Thursday, I took ecstasy, and apart from physical side effects, I didn't really have any. This surprised me a lot, because my sister had told me I had a severe down phase afterward.

The first few days afterward were okay, but now I'm feeling really bad. It's that typical "borderline down" feeling with feelings of hopelessness.

I have terrible nightmares and am tired all day long, and I also have increased suicidal thoughts. I almost exclusively have more suicidal thoughts and feel stressed.

I started therapy last August and have made great progress since then. I only remember these downs from my initial phase.

I know it was my fault and definitely not a wise decision, but does anyone have any advice on what I can do or whether this will ever go away? Is all treatment progress lost and will I feel this way forever?

Has anyone with borderline personality disorder ever used drugs and can tell me how it develops?

I am grateful for any serious advice as I don't know what to do anymore

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aalbtraum, UserMod Light

Please talk to professionals about it. Drug use is not prohibited, you can talk about it.

“Help for mental problems: You can contact these places”, https://www.stiftung-gesundheitswissen.de/gesundes-leben/psyche-wohlbefind/hilfe-bei-psychischen-Probleme-these-stelle-koennen-sie-sich

Good luck!

sm0ke420
2 years ago

I think if your serotonin household has recovered again, it will be.

And in the future, I would say fingers away from it because upper drugs and mental illnesses are not good.

If you are in acute danger of committing suicide, please let in.

Good luck 🍀

RainOne101
2 years ago

Yes, let them introduce you to the psychiatry and let you treat. I don’t understand why you have to take such chemical drugs at all and then not really when you’re mentally beaten.

FloraFinia17
2 years ago
Reply to  RainOne101

Because it’s fun. That’s the reason.

Apart from that, all drugs are chemical. You mean synthetic. I do not understand why the origin of the active substance must always be highlighted.

To the organism it is Wumpe whether the substance is natural, fully synthetic or semi-synthetic.

RainOne101
2 years ago
Reply to  FloraFinia17

Because it makes fun, so many have already shot the psyche because it makes fun. There is also a life away from “pass”. And as you need your psyche to come through life, you start work.

A friend of mine has brought him to the psychiatry because he was constantly on these Goa festivals and has thrown mushrooms, LSD and Ecstasy. The guy is now through and a completely different person.

And if someone’s mentally hit, you don’t have to take anything like that. You can also inquire about a substance before you clean up everything. Just because you might have good experiences with it doesn’t mean it’s the same for others. Especially not mentally ill.

You don’t need to put it on the gold scale with chemical drugs you know what’s meant.

FloraFinia17
2 years ago

No one has claimed that various substances cannot pose a risk to mental health.

The question was why people take drugs. And the answer is because it’s fun. The yet is associated with risks, no one denies.

because he is constantly

Then it’s not surprising.

And if someone’s mentally hit, you don’t have to take anything like that.

I agree.

You can also inquire about a substance before you clean up everything.

You should definitely. Unfortunately, this is far too few. A lot more education should be done on drugs. It’s just incomprehensible how a ban should lead us to talk.